Sit down and shut up.
No, no, I didn’t mean you. I meant me. This is my process, you see.
At least, it was.
I tend to be very easily distracted by just about anything;
noises from outside, noises from inside, cats needing cuddles, sparkly motes of
dust floating by the window (oh, look at that one!)... This has led to many
challenges in finding a writing process that works for me. There have been a few iterations in the past involving
everything from blaring Atari Teenage Riot or recorded heartbeats to timed
brainstorming and word association games. Not surprisingly, most of these
didn’t work. Let’s take a look at a few of my past attempts...
1.
The old
Drown-Out-The-World method. It’s safe to call this one my default method
with a few variations. This is what I always return to when nothing else I’ve
tried has helped my sad level of focus. I’ve used white noise, thunderstorm
sounds, loud repetitive rage music, trance music, non-vocal jazz, loud fans +
music, and even some of the kooky alpha- wave beats from YouTube. The result? I just end up humming along and not writing.
2.
The
mind-focusing game method. This was one I picked up out of some forum that
I thought might have merit. The idea is to start focusing on a problem or a
strategy (anything from Free Cell to Risk) and let your brain naturally start
weeding out distractions for you before your writing session begins. I’m sure it probably does work for some
writers out there, but for me it just led to hours wasted because apparently
strategy games are my digital crack.
3.
The
cardio method. This one is pretty much exactly what it sounds like and it
probably came from the same forum as the above failed method. Basically I was supposed to do 20-30 minutes
of any form of cardio and it was supposed to have a dual effect: Eliminate
physical stress allowing me to mentally relax, and flush some unknown toxins
(possibly the beer) from my blood stream to let me think more clearly and
without distraction. The problem? If I
could make myself do cardio I’d still be in last year’s pants.
4.
The
reward method. This was the short-lived method in which I tried rewarding
myself with chocolate for a high word count. Although it resulted in a lot of
words written, it also meant erasing entire crappy chapters that were hastily
written in a desire for chocolately satisfaction. Incidentally, it also
coincided with the worst acne break-out since my teens and probably a big part
of the reason I still can’t get into last year’s pants.
5.
The
punishment method. Even more short-lived, this one was probably the
silliest and most desperate I’ve tried. Anytime I found myself getting
off-track and distracted whilst writing, I had to hold my breath until I
finished a sentence. All I really got out of this was a bunch of very short
sentences and a few dizzy spells.
Sad, isn’t it? However, all of the failed attempts at
finding my own personal writing process did help lead me to one major discovery:
Dealing with the external distraction isn’t my problem. In fact, since I sat
down to write this blog I’ve darted off on about 10 other tasks that somehow
popped into my mind and are not even tangentially related to this blog. I’ve
been checking Facebook, re-checking Facebook, researching a hand-held vacuum
cleaner, checking my bank account to see if my utility payment posted, Googling
for a picture of a hobo spider, etc. I just plain can’t control myself.
I always thought that “Sit down and shut up” was the first
step to writing, but it turns out that this might be my first obstacle to
writing. Sitting down and shutting up is apparently handing the reins over to
my brain and giving it carte blanche to start spinning its wheels wherever it
wanted to go. Sometimes it trips over a good story element on the way, but
usually it’s more like trying to walk 5 dogs on 5 leashes who all want to go a
different direction.
So it was with this in mind that I tried the exact opposite
approach when I got to a road block in my writing this time. I stood up, walked
around, and talked to myself about the book for about twenty minutes. Loudly
(thankfully Steven wasn’t home so his doubts about my sanity still haven’t been
confirmed). In this twenty minutes of talking to walls, cats, and houseplants I
managed to advance three plot lines, flesh out a character that was giving me
trouble, and devise a solution to a complicated plot problem that needed a big
finish. By the time I sat back down to write I was ready to do backflips in
excitement and I got another 1,500 words out in no time at all.
No more quiet time for me. Apparently there is nothing like
the sound of your own voice to drown out your thoughts. Now I’ll talk to myself
in the car, when I’m doing the dishes, in the shower, pretty much any time I’m
alone. The only thing left that can't seem to drown out is the happy little chirping I keep hearing
while I work out solution after solution aloud: “I found my process, yippee! I
found my process, yippee! I found my process, yippee!”
Now that you've seen a few of my oddest attempts at methods, what are the strangest you've tried?
